I have not been having a good go of things. Every door that I think begins to open is just slammed right into my face and it just makes me feel worthless. I was really beginning to doubt myself and admit defeat. Thats when this documentary came on and made me shut the fuck up, basically.
Seriously, quit my damn bitching. Although things suck, I hate where I am staying, and every damn job that I apply to offers me the job and then shit gets fucked up or they all of a sudden dont have a position available anymore or they actually checked my references and then tell me that I am over qualified and they cannot afford me. Even when I tell them I will accept a lower pay they go for some cholo that will work for a third of the pay and hate every minute of it and wont work any where close to as hard as I will. Its fucking pathetic. Hard workers, nope, we will take the scum that wont work hard for us and will most likely either steal time or actually steal from us. FUCKING STUPID!!
Anyway, I need to quit my bitching because things could be far far worse. I could live in a slum in India. I could be staying in my car. Things could be far far far FAR worse and I appreciate all that I have.
Bottom line, count your' blessings. You have transportation, you have a blessing. You have a roof over your head, even if its a shitty hotel, its a blessing. You have food to feed your munchkin and fur babies, you have a huge blessing. You have clean clothes on your' back, you have a massive blessing.
