Happy New years to all!!!
And,
Welcome back (to me) to the writing world. I have admittedly been very absent the last part of this year from my blog.
I was so broken, so lost, had the worst case of writers block, and honestly was completely tired of just sounding like a whiny, bitchy, complaint driven person.
To sum up the past few months of my absence-
I moved,
I changed jobs,
I moved again,
I lost almost all the love I had in my heart (honestly all that was left was for my daughter and my furbabies, everyone else either left me or gave me cause to say fuck it),
I found my love again.
So....
Here is to the future.
Speaking of which,
I am engaged....To my kilt wearing rock star!
I am moving to Colorado (literally a today made plan after a bunch of bullshit thanks to my roommate/bestfriends ex -such a fuck head),
and I am so overcome with change and emotion I am not sure whether I want to cry or smile or both.
I feel as though I just got my best friend back and her and I have always wanted to live together and one jerk gets to ruin it...Its so frustrating,
at the same time I am excited because all of this means a new beginning with someone I should have been with for so many years.
As I wrote on my facebook page,
this year has been filled with joy, pain, passion, pleasure, change, good, bad, ugly, loss, excitement, and I wouldnt change it because it is the reason I am where I am today. I have learned my lessons, I have changed, I am not the same person I was on December 31st of 2013, and I will not be the same person I am now on December 31st of 2014. I wish the best for you all and I promise to indulge far more in my writing than I did last year. I have so much to be thankful for and so much to grow, to learn, to change, and to succeed.
Thanks for being a part of my perplexing double rainbow.
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