The title is a bit of an oxymoron but hopefully there will be some people out there that understand what I mean. Just when you think that a chapter of your life has been closed forever, something happens and it all comes 360 right back into your day to day. A person, a career, a memory turned day to day life, etc.
I am currently in my last week of clinicals and take my final exam tomorrow. It was suppose to be today but our 'sister' class didn't do the review last week so we had to push it back a day. I am so ready to be out there and over with this. I know that I do not know everything but I also know that I wont know everything until I am actually out there learning it. I have decided that I will be returning to regular college in about a year to start on my doctorate because I do not want to just assist in oral surgery. I want to be the surgeon. I want to be the doctor. I know that I have the strength now to do it and the skills to achieve it. First I have to take care of some of this debt, get in the field and get some experience under my belt, and most importantly get my mom her surgery.
Next week I start my externship and I am so so so excited for it. At the end of this week I will have to choose where I will be going because I have several options at the moment from the places that I have interviewed with already. I am really hoping for the hospital but some of the offices were really nice. There are so many things to consider.
In other news I am a mommy without a munchkin this week. My munchkin is on the truck with my mom for a mini vacation and to go see family back in Florida. I really wanted to go along but with class and clinicals it wasnt going to happen. I literally cried yesterday though because I have never been without my munchkin for longer than a day! What am I going to do with my life for a week without her? Thank god I start clinicals doing long days (most likely at the hospital) or I would be a complete wreck.
Well that and my 360. I know I know I know I have to be a fool and gluten for punishment but the heart wants what it wants..................... And that is all I am going to say about that right now.......
Well off to the gym
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