Alright, I am going to elaborate on the wacky blog I wrote earlier.
Today we went and got our portraits done at a friends studio. She rocks at photography and can edit the hell out of any photo. She is perfection at what she does. Which is why I made sure we went to her and not to like JcPenney's or some other bullshit place. Plus, the prices are great and you get alot of portraits for your money.
Well yesterday after my mother and I talked about it I told my (so-called) husband about it and he pitched a royal fit about it. Saying he didnt want to go, he didnt want to do all taht running around, and he just wanted to take our munchkin to the park. Which would be okay if he would have gotten up this morning but seeing how he wasnt up by 10am, I said fuck it and went along with my original plan. He pitched a fit and then wanted to sleep in, so whatever. I know we work him up getting ready to go but he just stayed laying in his bed and didnt say a word. I dont want to go into his room, I dont want to fight, I wanted to enjoy my Saturday.
So, the three of us (Alyssa, her Nana, and I) went and got these beautiful portraits done. Aj was kinda fussy but we got some really good poses and shots. Much better than her first Christmas ones last year. And I got to sit and chill with a friend of mine that I havent got to see in a very long time. She is a wonderful girl and its always a laugh when we get together. We get each other on a level that not a lot of people would understand or appreciate. Well, we got everything ordered and my mom (who is fanfriggity tastic!) agreed to help pay for it. Which means we are getting a huge package for a really cheap price.
My Saturday was turning out great! AJ and I had a great mommy and me morning, the portraits came out great, and I had high hopes of coming home and cleaning the hell out of this house (lord knows it needs it).
That is until we got home. =(
Aj is running a fever, Cody is in a fowl mood, and I havent gotten to clean anything.
He wanted to start yelling at me the second we found out Aj had a fever and start telling me what I needed to do and tell me that he knew she wasnt going to eat lunch. I apologized to him for yelling back at him, just because I dont want to fight!
People just dont get that! I have realized that fighting doesnt get me anywhere but with a migrain and some high blood pressure.
Everything was calming down a bit until I showed him the portraits online and then all hell broke loose. Let me reiterate the fact that he pitched a bitch fit cause he didnt want to go or get the fuck out of bed. He got so mad and I am guessing hurt because he wasnt in the portraits too, because he thinks it was her first family portrait, because he is a jackass and has to bitch, moan, and completely show his ass every single time something important happens. They werent family portraits; they were personal portraits. They were portraits that my mom wanted and portraits that he could have looked at and been like "wow, you both look beautiful!" But no, he couldnt do that if his life depended on it. He refused to even look at the rest of them. It was pathetic and a waste of energy on his part. It really pissed me off but I have a sick baby to take care of so I am going to be done with it after this post.
He didnt pay for them, he didnt want anything to do with it, and he only thinks of himself and not family. He is so angry with the world that he refuses to see the blessings of his life and be thankful he has us in his life. A real family man would have been there, showered, ready, and helping me get her ready for the portraits. He wouldnt have to bitch or moan and complain about being there because he was. He wouldnt have to get all angry and aggravated because he would have been as happy as I was about the out come of the portraits. He would be out here taking care of the munchkin with me or cleaning so that we all dont get sick.
Im so sick of it and ready for a change.
My priority list is really simple,
1. Alyssa
2.Alyssa
3. School
4. Alyssa
5. My animals
6. Alyssa
7. My extended family
8. My friends
9. Alyssa
10. Alyssa
She is the first, last, and main in between priority. People need to get it, understand it, and appreciate it! Live it, learn it, Remember it!
A Real Man would have been there, smiling thankful that he had two beautiful people in his life, been in the picture, and even if he wasn't in them due to being at work, providing for his family, he'd have posted them on facebook for everyone to see his beautiful girls.
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