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"Whatever"...
Let me being by stating that I absolutely hate it when that is someones response especially when we are in a semi stupid argument. I just want to throw my phone right now. When someones says whatever to me after being a total ass for a couple days, I am no idiot. I know the next step. It always happens. Either I am about to lose a friend or about to face a break up or Im just going to have to deal with more bullshit because of my passive aggressive tone. Fuvk!! I just want to scream. Im so tored of this shit. I pour my heart out. I try my hardest. I am nice when I shouldnt ne. I am understanding when there is no fuvking reason I should be understanding of that constant bullshit. I give up being nice, I give up being passive aggressive to try and save someone elses feelings, and Im so fucking done with being the last thought bottom or back orlf the line option! I am not the last option! I am a first option. I will never appologice for being a good mom and putting her first! And I will never appoligize for expecting the same amout of effort as I put into a relationship!