Why on earth did you go back to College and why in the world was it dental school?
Why, because I can. I was sitting in my empty aparment looking at a million and a half ads for loss prevention and management positions, all the while none of them were responding to me and there was no way I could spend another two grand to get my cosmetology license switched to Texas. I was also on the phone with my mother who has been battling for years and years to get a very necessary surgery on her teeth. She cannot get it done though because her blood disorder requires her to be hospitalized when its done and no dentist will do that without not only charging her insurance an arm and a leg but her a torso and some other apendages. It is absolutely ridiculous! She has dental insurance and cannot even get a NECESSARY LIFE SAVING surgery.
When you have an infection in the mouth, the damage that it does to the rest of your' body is normally unseen or unfelt for years, however, in someone that already has a blood disorder that causes them to be on blood thinners 24/7, the infection can spread rapidly to the brain, eyes, mucus passages of the ears, nose, and throat, or directly to the heart, liver, and lungs. Keeping your mouth healthy is just as if not more important then keeping the rest of your' body healthy.
You add the fact that blood thinners literally rot away the teeth, allowing the infection to run rampid, for about 12 years, yeah my mom needs that surgery. And if I cannot pay for it personally, or get the standards changed through her insurance, why not go into the field myself and find someone who will do it and I can assist on it.
Change the world by being the one person to stand up and say NO! I will not stand for this! I will change it from the inside and I will rule this shit! That is what I do. I walk into something, anything, and I rule. I learn all that I need to learn, find my opportunities of growth, and dominate. I have done this since I was a kid and I will always do this. I get bored because I must feel challenged and I know that I have a rather high IQ. It was stunted for a while because I am dyslexic but I never let that stop me. I never let that define what kind of student or leader I would be. My mom needs this surgery, I needed something that was challenging and constructive to do with my time, so I killed one bird with two stones of determination and drive. I am ambitious, I wont appologize for that or back off. Ambition is what drives the world, it is what makes things possible, and dreams and goals. My dream is to not have to worry that my mom is going to call me from some hospital somewhere and tell me that the infection has spread to something untreatable because no one was willing to listen. No one was willing to do their job without being paid triple the cost. No one was willing to be like, ya know what the insurance company is already paying me 20,000 to do this surgery on her, I dont need to take an additional 10,000 from her. She doesnt have it.
So, why on earth would I do something like go to back to college for something so "boring" as dental? Well, you judgemental prick, because I care about my mom, my family, and my future and when you need your shit taken care of because you dont know how to brush and floss fucker, I will be there with a high speed handpiece in my hand and some antiseptic for your' loser ass.
Sorry, that really made me frustrated.
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