Embarrassed and Pissed

Some people just want to watch the world burn and see others suffer for no damn reason. 

Today started out pretty damn good. I was pretty much happy, I didnt fail my exams even though I thought I bombed them, and I was ready for a refreshing weekend of work and exploration. Is that going to happen now? NO!! 

I am walking out of my class and my friend Bea was like, "Anna, I think that is your' car getting towed!" I was like What??????? I ran out and sure enough that was my car getting towed. I literally dropped everything and ran. I was shaking I was so scared, worried, embarrassed, and flat out confused! WTF?? The tow truck guy was nice enough though he pulled back over to speak with me and let me know that my car was being repo'd.
WHAT!?!?!??!?! 

Why?????

Because on Saturday when I followed the rules and reported that some stupid mother fucker rear-ended me and took off the police officer did not ask or record my insurance information (infact he didnt even ask for my registration). He took down my license, my plate, and the vin of my car and helped me pop out my bumper. SO-

the police report was incomplete and per Florida law, where my car loan is through and my tags cause I havent switched them yet, I appeared to be in breach of my loan agreement and a repo order was sent out. Mind you if I am a day late in payments I receive phone calls, emails, and am hunted down (yes I am 2 payments behind right now but I have payment arrangements in place and have always stayed in contact so that I wouldnt get repo'd) but when they receive an incomplete police report they dont call and ask me about it? They dont request the info through email like they have with everything else????? NOPE! They just issue a repo and put you on hold for an hour "trying to find a manager to sort this out". When and if I get my car back I will have to pay a towing and housing fee, I have to pay a reinstatement fee on my loan because they processed it into repo, and here is the BIGGEST KICKER, the repo guy towed my car incorrectly!! I noticed it as he was leaving. With my model Mazda you cannot tow it from the back because that ends up breaking the axle or something (I literally just reviewed my driving manual just in case I was getting it mixed, Im not!) So, my once great car now will require ALOT of work on top of the other BS I have to pay for. Where in the hell am I suppose to get that kind of money??? WTF????????

I am not trying to get depressed or seriously fucked up about this though because on top of everything I still have little right to complain when there are so many ways this could be worse. When that asshole hit me, I was the only one to come back with any kind of pain. My daughter is fine which is the biggest blessing that could have happened. My car was okay which was also pretty sweet but out of all of that SHE was and is the only thing I was seriously worried about. I have been sore all damn week but I will keep that soreness as long as she has none. That jerk could have been going faster and really fucked us up. This repo could have happened while my daughter was with me and that would have been far worse. I could have been going to a school where no one fucking gave a damn about me and wouldnt have drove me home today. I could be a lazy, bouchy bitch and refuse to ride the bus or ride a bike but Im not. I will ride a bus, I will ride a bike, I will carpool, I will work my ass off to make sure my goals and my daughters future is better then this bullshit! I want to write on here how much my kilt wearing rock star has also helped out in this whole thing but thats for another post. 

I am bummed out about this and it is going to fucking suck dealing with all of this headache of either getting my car back or getting another one but in order to keep the light that is finally coming back into my heart and keep myself focused on my goals, I have to be thankful for how things have played out. I have to be willing and able to stick it out and just work harder. 

I have to do whatever is necessary to make this better. 

I cannot afford in any measure to sit there and just be down on myself or curse the world for all of this cause I could have lost my world in all of this, that was just a car. 

It is quite embarrassing this all happened right as all of us were leaving class and the whole college witnessed me running after this damn tow truck, toss everything I had in my hands, and then watch as my car was towed off with out me. I mean, hell, I am really thankful he let me get my stuff out of it and wasnt an asshole. He let me see the papers, he gave me his business card, told me its bullshit cause I even showed him my insurance card, but there was nothing he could have done. Why couldnt he of been with that show that lets you try to win your car back? Give me some trivia, my little mazda would be in the parking lot right now, not at some tow lot broken cause it was towed by the wrong damn end. 

I am so glad my munchkins school is right around the corner, if I take her bike with me maybe she wont get too upset mommy's car is gone.............