HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! (Samhain for all my Pagan friends, and Day of the Dead for all my Latino Friends)
I had a pretty awesome Holiday. I spent most of the day studying and cleaning, which people would be like "why is that such a good day?" Well, Ive felt pretty crappy lately and cleaning made me feel wonderful! After that, my little munchkin had a "carnival" at her school that I helped with being one of the parents that was asked to do so, and I GOT TO SEE MY BROTHER!!
It was great!! It has been about 6-7 years since I have seen him last and he has never met my little munchkin, so it was not only heart warming to see them meet but I really wanted to cry most of the day. He picked me up and we picked my little diva up together. I cant believe how much of a northerner he is! It was so funny talking to him now! I sound like a seriously southern bell and he sounds like a major northerner/almost canadian. It was great!
I would post a pic of him and my little Diva but I need to be just a bit careful.
Anyway, our Halloween consisted of getting caught up with each other, very slight trick or treating because apparently these Texans/Mexicans do not participate in that tradition, and then watching the nightmare before Christmas, and passing smooth the heck out reading my little Diva her bedtime story.
I love Halloween, I love celebrating Samhain. Most dont get the fact that yes, you are suppose to think about your ancestors past and it is a day of celebrating the dead but that is just the thing, it is to celebrate them not to be somber or sad. I refuse to be sad on Halloween. Even when nothing happens on Halloween and I have had some crummy Halloweens, I cannot be sad. I celebrate and am festive.
Today, on the other hand has been quite blah. I had to resign the job I was working because my babysitter completely no called no showed me again. So much for friends right....ugh
I have to say that the main suck-ish part about living here is having no one I can fully count on to watch my little diva or come through for me in any way. Friends are very fair weathered here and its slightly depressing. I would glady stand up and help out "friends" if asked but oh well.
There are so many instances that are making me feel as though I should just stop caring. Just shut it off and stop. So many people who keep just giving me cause to no care at all or regret the fact that I did.
I just keep telling myself only two classes left and an externship and then bam I am on my way and outa here.
Hope you all have a great weekend!
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