SO EXCITED!!!!

IM SO EXCITED!!!! AND I JUST CANT HIDE IT!!!!

FINALLY SOME GOOD NEWS!

I just got a call to go back to work at my old store! 

You all have no idea how much this means to me, how much my little family needed it. I pray to god that this new manager likes me just as much as the old one did and I get the job. I so seriously need it! 

You might snicker at me getting so excited about a job in the mall probably making minimum wage but this is life saving to me. To my small family. I was dumb when I was middle class and could buy or pay for anything I wanted. I should have saved all that money for a time like now when we are barely surviving. 

Until you know what that feels like you cannot judge me. It is a blessing to have a job in this economy, it is a blessing to be able to afford your bills even if after paying those bills you are broke. I was naive just a few months ago. With a high paying job and a great title. I was so dumb and so careless. 

Now I clip coupons for my food stamps and I have no shame in it. There is no shame in it. Last time I bought groceries I saved eighty six dollars from coupons and still used almost all my foodstamps for that month. I find no shame is getting help from the government, when you truly need it. I truly need it right now and if for nothing else, my daughter. I would use every single dime of it on her. Once I am back on my feet Ill stop asking for the assistance and maybe if I got this job back I wont have to have it. 

Blessings come in all shapes and sizes, and if I get this job it maybe a small one but it is huge in my eyes. Its taking everything to not cry my eyes out right now in happiness and hope.