The worst feeling in the world is when your daughter is crying for her "Dada" but he refuses to get out of bed. She doesnt want anything else and you cannot do anything about it. Its not only the worst feeling in the world, it is also the most enraging thing in the world. I cannot stand to hear her cry, let alone cry over him.
How dare he! He can hear her cry and yet he does not move. To say that I made a mistake about him is an understatement. I love him but I hate him. I care about him but I wish harm on him for what he does to this family.
Let me state this too, I realize that at times I am a bitch, that I am harsh, I speak my mind when I should be quiet, I stand firm when sometimes I should compromise but I at least try. I at least give a damn and its not like I am asking to much of anyone. All I ask of anyone is that they do what they ask of me. You want me to provide for this family, clean, cook, and be happy then you must do it to. You must cook and clean when you are not working and when you arnt cleaning, cooking, or taking care of this family in some way then you need to be working! I dont even require a great high paying job, shit go work at a damn fast food restaurant and I would be happy. It would at least help with the bills.
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