Some days I just want to scream at the top of my damn lungs! Everything has just set me off today, its like my stress level went from zero to fifty in three seconds.
Alyssa and I woke up late this morning, like literally an hour late so she stayed home with me from school today. I dont mind, it is my day off too and although I really wanted to go job hunting I have to be realistic about some shit. I dont have alot of gas in the truck, barely any money coming in, and its just everything is beginning to crash down on my shoulders again.
I guess I am just in one of those moods today. I even snapped at my mom because she was questioning why I didnt bring Alyssa to school late today. Personally, I think its embarrassing. I dont like to be late. A few minutes late is one thing but a whole hour is a totally different situation.
Maybe I am in a bad mood because I am watching the Bad Girls club. Normally I like this show but not today. All I see are whiney bitches. They complain about shit that they should be thankful for and I seriously cannot stand a few of their voices. It really pisses me off that these girls, yes girls, are given such an opportunity and they just waste it on bullshit. Where do they get their money from? We are praising these girls for behaving badly because its good tv. Honestly, at this very moment, I cannot stand it. I struggle every single day. I am trying to better my life and I dont see anyone praising me for that. The good isnt praised. Its horrible.
And lets talk about air sex...wow! I didnt know...just wow. Apparently the Ambers, have their own show now and they had and they had some dude come on and demonstrate what air sex was. EWWWWWWW! He was just humping the air...
Enough about that cause it weirds me out. Anyway, Im going to go find something productive to do today to get me out of this funk. School tomorrow...maybe that will help but I doubt it. I love school! I love what I am learning but I cannot stand bitches. I have never done anything to be talked about. Last week I was confronted with some major bullshit and this week I really hope Im not the flavor. I hope that someone else does something worth all the bullshit talk and two faced mouths. I just keep reminding myself that I am doing this for my life, my dreams, and my future and they will weed themselves out of jobs and their future because they will make the wrong enemies .Eventually I will be the one on top and they will be the ones wishing they didnt start shit with me.
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