Let me explain something that most momma bears get and just some people dont. I am in no way ashamed of the fact that I am an overprotective mother! I will never appologize for it. My daughter will grow up better for it and when she is an adult hopefully she will thank me for it. My daughter is my world so I will not allow any one not matter who the hell they are to ruin my world with their fucked up behaviors. Not going to happen and no I do not have to understand your view. She is my daughter and maybe if you raised your child a bit better we wouldnt be having this conversation. I am a pissed off, over protective, bad ass momma bear and I will NEVER apologize for it!
My mother in law seriously has me twisted.
The other night that I said I wouldnt write about in my last post, well I am still not going to write about it thoroughly but I am going to write about this stuff sturring in my brain and this conversation I just had.
She wanted to know why I was still mad at her, why I couldnt just move past her seriously bad outburst, and why I couldnt understand her 'disease'.
She is bipolar but she is on a shit ton of medication. I mean ALOT! She has been leveled out for so long and she is trying to blame what happened on that. I dont believe it. I do understand a bipolar person, at least as much as someone could understand but I dont accept it as an excuse to what happened. She shouldnt have behaved like that, she shouldnt have spoken like that, and she should not have done any of that infront of my child! When I said that she needed to stop because Alyssa was in the room she should have stopped. Cody shouldnt have had to retrain her and take numerous kicks to the 'male area' from his own mother because she was mad about some other bs. She should have addressed whatever issue she had as an adult and in a more respectable mannor. When she pissed me off and I was yelling back at her I stopped the second that my daughter walked into the room. I picked my little munchkin up and removed both of us from the situation. She is not going to be damaged or tramatized because this woman is a nut case. Come hell or high water I will always protect my daughter and she will always come first.
Another reason why I am so livid is because she tried to take one sentence my mother said and spin it to make Cody and I fight. To make me the bad guy. She wanted to start more drama over something that wasnt drama filled at all. In fact, it was a rather simple, normal american situation. My mother is celebrating her 50th birthday this year and so she wants her children with her down in Florida to celebrate. Not a big deal. One week off of school and then back to school I go. She tried to make it like I was just running away without telling anyone. UGH!!! I really cannot stand stupid people. We just had it out again and she tried to cry and act like I was hurting her feeling so much by being angry with her. Oh, well. Get over it. I am a pissed off momma bear and I am going to stay pissed off because you have no control over yourself (apparently) and have no regard for the mental well being of anyone but yourself.
Im stressed to the very top of my momma bear ears and cannot wait for my little mini vacation to Florida to chill out. I need it, and Alyssa is going to LOVE IT!!
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