Friday, April 27, 2012

Nonomom fake

Why on earth would anyone fake being pregnant with nine babies? Its going to be pretty obvious in no time at all that your a liar and arnt really pregnant. I mean come on, was she really that dumb? Obviously because she did it. It because global news and as quickly as it did, she was found out. You cannot get that much publicity without all of your dirtiest secrets and truths coming out. Total idiot alert! 
Anyway...
Another thing I read about and would like to rant about is that little girl in Australia who got sever brain damage from eating at KFC. Well, that is one place I am never going to eat again. I know it was back in 2005 and in another country but guess what 2005 was just two seconds ago in my mind, and Australia isnt like a 3rd world country or anything. Its fucking Australia. If it could happen there it could happen here. It probably has and settled out of court or was hush hushed some how. The report listed that KFC was fighting to make sure that little girl didnt receive a dime and was making plans to appeal the decision. She was poisoned in your restaurant and  you want to fight to make sure she will never receive the medical coverage she needs? She is brain damaged now. I looked up a picture of the little girl, she use to be normal and now is confined to a wheel chair. She isnt the same person. Its sad and ridiculous. I think I want to over all stop eating fast food after this because it could happen anywhere and you never know if the person fixing the food actually cares about there job or the food they are preparing. 
I dont want to risk my daughter to brain damage because someone neglected to keep the damn chicken in the freezer before cooking it or undercooking it. 

Enough about all of that. Its depressing. 
I know that it is probably becoming annoying hearing me talk about Florida and I knwo that its not fucking perfect but its home and you are always proud of your home, or at least you try to be. 
Again, I state that I cannot wait to go home. 
I am so done with living up here and some of the people up here. I am so done with not being able to be friends with who I want to be friends with, see who I want to see, do what I want to do, or be myself. I hate how sheltered I have to be up here, how I have to walk on egg shells around certain people and its so fucking aggravating. 
Tonight, I took Alyssa over to her great grandparents house to see them and spend some time with her cousins. It was going all great and dandy but the longer I sat there and tried to keep a conversation going with the adults in the room, the more I felt like I should just keep my mouth shut because they dont want to even hear my voice right now. They are all too mad at me for wanting to move. They hate me right now and no one can tell me differently. I feel the daggers, I can hear the tones change when something is directed at me, and everything I say is clearly taken with a grain of salt even if it was a compliment. I cannot wait to get away from the negativity and I know it is going to get even worse as time goes on. When I actually set a date its going to be horrible. 
Not looking forward to it at freaking all! 

Well thats enough for tonight. 

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