I am throwing the biggest temper tantrum right now!! I dont want to leave Thursday and time just keeps moving forward!! It sucks!! I do not want to drive away from Florida again! I still havent seen a few of my friends, I want more time with my dad, and I still havent gone to the beach. My heart is absolutely breaking right now and I know that I am behaving badly. I just dont want to leave yet!
I was seriously contemplating calling my advisor and requesting an extension on my leave but I know that wouldnt fly. I have responsibilities I have to get back to and I just dont want to do it.
And on top of all of that I still have to find someone to take Kiniki because my step dad told me on Sunday that he just couldnt do it. He has to many dogs and I understand that. It just sucks that he cant take him for those few months. I didnt want to have to get rid of Kiniki and I dont want him just going to any home where he would probly end up in a pound or dead on a street somewhere. I am picky and proud but beggers cannot be choosers...damn my heart is so low right now.
I sound like a spoiled bitch, ugh! I hate it! I wish is was just as easy to transfer down here, have a place to live, and know everything is going to be okay.
Maybe I can transfer down here in May when I get the balance of my scholarship. I need to go look at houses and apply to some jobs down here....So much to do and only one and a half days left to do it. =( God grant me more time....that would be epically awesome!!
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