Dreams and Randomness

Today has been one hell of a day! Let me tell you!! 

So normally, my class is ice freaking cold. We all found out the hard way that wearing long sleeves under our scrubs were not only necessary but you are completely damned if you dont. Today, however, I felt as though I had a heater constantly on my face, chest, and legs.  

Maybe it was because we were so busy, and I went first to do the competency on pouring and trimming models. But still, the one day that I need that cold air is the one day I guess the air conditioner was turned up. 

I usually go first on tests and competencies because I am usually the one that has been helping everyone else in class get it down. For once in my life having a photographic memory is paying off. I am grasping concepts, instruments, materials, and procedures so well that it is literally blowing my own mind. It feels great to be needed and to have so many other people look to you for answers and help. I love helping people! I love teaching! (Dont know if I will become a teacher later or not but I do enjoy it, maybe just a tutor)

Yesterday, I had planned on writing but the mix of physical, emotional, and mental stress and exhaustion had taken its toll and I passed smooth the hell out after I got out of school. I dont particularly like surprise naps, because I am a bit of an insomniac as it is, I dont need another reason to stay up all night. 

To kind of help keep that from that happening, I worked out for about two hours after my munchkin went to bed and then took a long, hot, relaxing shower. 

Have you ever had one of those dreams where you literally trick yourself into thinking that you are awake in the dream, until you actually wake up!?! Yeah, that happened to me this morning. I was having such a vivid dream and believed myself to be awake but when I woke up, I was like "FUCK!! Oh no! Oh no! Oh no!" 

Not the best feeling in the world waking up realizing that was all just a dream and oh yeah by the way you have 20 minutes to get to class. I still ended up being late. My munchkins teacher stopped me to tell me about her scholarship and how well her testing is going to see what levels she is on. 

SHE IS SO SMART!!!!! I love my little diva! 

BUT-

Back to the dream though, if we can dream that vividly and literally trick our minds into thinking that our bodies are awake and we are going throughout our day, whos to say that this all isnt a dream and one day we are going to wake up? I know some people think that is what is going to happen when we die and to be honest I dont really refute that idea. Maybe when we die here, we wake up somewhere else. We go and do things that body would do and think about what a crazy dream it was that we just had. It is a total mind fuck of twists.