Fuck this bullshit!

Fuck this bullshit. I am so fucking done with it. 

Okay, so last night I worked and everything was fine, or so I thought it was. I got there on time, worked hard, did everything that was asked of me, and I even tried to raise the moods of the ones that I was working with even though I was rather tired from school and my foot was killing  me. 

None of that mattered though. Nothing that I have done in the last two weeks has mattered. I have run myself ragged, going from school to work to cleaning and taking care of everything else because nothing is ever done. My foot is swollen and I am scared. 

Today I had off. That is what the schedule said last night. So, I got into my cleaning close and started trying to get this mess under control. I was trying to spend alittle bit of time with my little munchkin and I get a text saying that I was suppose to be in at two. I was like what the hell no I am not. I looked at my schedule again, the one that I copied from work and mine says that I am off today so I text that info back. When I called, every other part was correct except for today. How in the hell was a copy wrong on only one day? Apparently I am reading the schedule wrong on just that one day...I was yelled at and then told that I either needed to be in within the next ten minutes or they are going to have to let me go. 

So, I told them the honest truth, I am so sorry but cannot make it. I dont have a babysitter or a way up there. Then I balled my eyes out when I got off the phone. This is bullshit. I made a copy of the schedule and it says that I am not suppose to work tonight. Whatever. 

Oh, then my manager whom is an actual friend and a friend on facebook, defriended me on facebook. Why the hell did she have to do that? I  havent done anything wrong. I hate relying on other people. I trust and love my friends but you never truly know some one until they show their true colors. I tied.  I really did. I was still trying. I love working and I love school. I cannot choose between the two because the both are needed for my future. Thank goodness I have an interview on Tuesday. I would be very worried if not. 

Nope currently I am just pissed off and I cannot even write my full thoughts right now because of it. So I will come back later when my mind isnt so stressed and jumbled with emotions.