Today my little one was a total terror. She was into everything she could get her hands on and refused to take no as an answer. She was on a total rampage! Chasing the dogs everywhere, pulling hangers out of no where, and picking on her Nana. She is so fast for a toddler. Seriously! She will plan and get whatever she was planning on getting. Like she will walk back and forth across the room trying to formulate a plan to get a pen thats on her Nana's table, then she will get it at just the right moment and take off. She will then trick you and make you believe that she is going to give it back to you and then run away! She is so cunning and smart. She's a little trickster. It is so infuriating and yet it just makes me laugh. I cannot stay mad at her.
Every day I cannot believe how much she has grown from just the days before. I do not care what anyone else says, having a child is a miracle and a blessing. It is not something that should be taken lightly and I do not understand people that treat their children badly or neglect them. I dont understand how someone can look at their child and not be moved to tears. Ever since the first ultra sound I was breath taken. When I felt her kick, it didnt matter what I was doing I would stop and try as hard as I possibly could to focus on it. When she was born I fought with the nurses to keep her in my room. I didnt want her in the nursery cause I was tired, fuck that I had plenty of rest when I was pregnant, I wanted her there with me. When it came to breast feeding I didnt need anyone to show me how to do it or any other advice, it just naturally kicked in. I know that doesnt happen for everyone but I was very thankful for that happening to me.
And now, I am thankful for every little thing that she does. She is amazing! She is beautiful and bright. I love being a mommy, even when she is running a rampage and destroying everything.
The episode of Lost I watched tonight was really sad. Well sad and happy a key guy died and then a baby was born.
Sorry, I am slightly scatter brained tonight, I am just so excited about tomorrow.
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