People want to be so hostile

So, is it me or is the world just becoming more and more hostile as a whole?

I was just talking to my ex Kevin and good lord he was being such a jerk. First he wants to start the converstation by saying that I have been ignoring him. Which, isnt true by any stand point. Him and I have always been cool. Even when he broke my heart. We are still friends and talk no matter what. 

I mean hell, he was my first love but that is besides the point. 

Then, he started ignoring me! No doubt it was to talk to someone else. 

I honestly dont care. I just dont. 

Everyone is so quick to pop off with a hostile, mean, or snappy comment and it actually makes me even more pissed off because I catch myself being like that now. I dont like snapping at people, especially people that dont deserve the snapping attitude. 

We all just need a little "fuck it juice" and chill time. Everyone, come on get happy! 

Seriously, every single time I get pissed off I sit down to myself and I list five to ten things that I am thankful for depending on how upset I am. Kinda puts my life in prospective. And seriously, no one can not list at least five things they are thankful for. Yes, I know I get on here and I vent about everything that is going wrong or who pissed me off but this is my outlet and I know I am far more blessed than most. 

Everyone, and I do mean everyone has at least five fucking things they can say to themselves that they know they are thankful for and are blessed with. For starters, you arnt entirely broke and destitute- you are reading a fucking blog off of the internet, which means you are at a computer that is connected to the internet and electricity...three things right there that you are fortunate to have and are able to use. You are breathing, your brain is functioning, and your able to compose intelligent thought..there are three more things. Fuck that means we are already at six. Damn arnt I good?! 

My main point is, no matter what is bringing you down or pissing you off you can always find at least five to ten things that can bring you back up and make you happy and thankful. I found this out trying to keep myself from a mental breakdown and hopefully that doesnt happen to you.

Now everyone, 

Come on get happy!