I feel Pretty
Oh So Pretty =)
OH SO PRETTY TODAY!!!!!
That is right! Today I felt oh so pretty at school because I finally treated myself to some pretty making stuff called makeup.
I have never been one to really paint my face, I do believe in natural beauty and the fact that some people just have it.
However, I wasnt feeling that pretty today due to some stress induced acne flair ups and what makes is better for that then some top of the line cover me all over make up!
I made sure that my daughter was taken care of for Christmas and she has everything that she needs, so why cant I spoil myself just a little bit?
Class was great today! I was feeling the love all around and everyone was in much better moods. It was wonderful!!! I also made a 100 on one of my quizzes !! Yay!! Go me!! I even woke up early this morning and got to have a nice long hot shower and use out my new razor and awesome shower gel. I must say, today kicked some major ass and I loved almost every minute of it.
Of course you know where I am going to go from that though. It was great until I got home and the house was destroyed; again. And, the damn Netflix got shut off. I know who has the money right now to pay it but he wont. He will make me do it and guess what that isnt going to happen. I am so fucking sorry but every single bill in this damn house isnt my responsibility and it isnt my mothers either. All he knows what to do is play that fucking game and talk smack to his man friend. Ugh!!!!!!! It is so infuriating!!!!!!!
I have a wonderful fucking day and that sorry piece of man can ruin it with one look, one word, or the left state of things because he doesnt know what it means to take five fucking minutes to clean up after you daughter that you were suppose to be watching all day, but it is clear you werent paying that much attention because there are things out all over the damn floor that she shouldnt be playing with or into. I am so fucking happy that I am putting her into this preschool. Yes, it is a school not a daycare. She is too smart and curious to be put into just a daycare with no structure or curriculum. Plus, for some reason it is cheaper. Comes with everything that the daycare came with, plus she actually has class and a learning environment. I cannot wait.
I have said this before and I will say it again, it isnt that he is a bad father because he is a good dad but he cannot multitask and lacks the main common sense that a person needs while watching a toddler. She isnt a baby anymore and she isnt quite the age to really know right or wrong and you have to be the one to find the middle ground. I know it but I am naturally very nurturing and a good mother. Some men just dont naturally pick up on shit like that, infact most dont but its really fucking aggravating.
So what am I doing?
Sitting in my own little room while my munchkin is taking her nap and just chilling out. I really dont feel like fighting or being pissed off. I just dont. It requires too much damn energy and to be honest I have a bit of a headache and just dont need my blood pressure going haywire like that. I mean fuck, I really do not want to have an anurism because of that bullshit.
I may even pop me in a disney movie and pass out just to chill, ya know.
Well, I might write more later.
Peace out!!!
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