OMG look who is up at 6 am!

Oh my look who is up at six in the morning!? This girl right here! Yay, me! 

Sorry, that was my little celebration because I woke up late yesterday and was late to school. I didnt even get to go to work yesterday cause it was such a stressfull, drama filled, bullshit day. 

But! That was yesterday and today is starting out great! I woke up at about 5:32am and was able to make myself breakfast and lunch, and get this, COFFEE! 

Okay, I am done with my little celebration of me and my coffee success. 

I wanted to talk about something I read this morning. 

Apparently, there are these massive plumes of methane gas exploding from the earth and up into the atmosphere through the arctic shelf. Talk about scary. Although it doesnt say this in the article my first thought was what if too much is released and it actually changes the make up of out atmosphere? Couldnt too much of the methane mixed with out oxygen and hydrogen actually catch on fire? I know that I am not a scientist but I was always pretty damn good in any science class I took. Especially, when I was in Chemistry. That freaks me out quite a bit. 

But,  if the world was going to end I would want it to end some way quick like that cause this whole Zombie Apocalypse thing is not settling easy for me. Seriously, this is like the hundredth time that I woke up from a Zombie nightmare and seriously had to look around the house to make sure I was just wigging out and everything was okay. Although this nightmare was pretty timid in comparison to the ones I had when I was pregnant it was still freaky and had my heart going. 

So, I was back down in Florida and I was with my mom and some other chick. Dont know her, probably someone from a commercial or something my subconscious just stuck in there. We were driving in this big van and actually picked up two guys that we thought were survivors like us but turned out to be Zombies. They acted just fine until they needed to feed again or die themselves. Thats when we threw dog food out (cause they could eat that instead of people for some reason) and just left them in this grocery store parking lot. There was a curfew in effect and if you were outside passed the time of curfew you had to fend for yourself and was not allowed home. So, we were rushing to get back to the house where my munchkin was and my sister and brother, including their families. The rush back was what woke me up frightened. 

You know I am writing all of this down and saying it allowed so this crap does not come true. my dreams have a way of becoming real and this is one that I wouldnt wish on anyone. 

The rush back home was so frightening because a pack of zombies fucked up the blockade and were going ham on some National Guard. We didnt have much amo left in the gun and it was really hard to drive over all the Zombies. One was trying to break into the window and it was just horrible. I was hacking away at the zombies arm but nothing was happening. True nightmare. 

In some ways I am happy that I had that nightmare instead of the other reoccurring one that has plagued me since my father died but still. Before I got pregnant I could control my dreams. If one was turning into a nightmare I could change it, in mid dream to something that was calming and happy. I would literally just stand up in my dream and walk out of it into one of my choosing. Whatever I knew would calm me down and change the dream, I would go to it. Now it isnt that easy and I really wish I knew why. 

Different topic, I was reading one of those celebrity articles that I really care nothing about but sometimes they are interesting. Well, I am really starting to like Miley Cyrus. She is turning into such a confident and hippy type woman that I cant help but be like "You tell um girl!" 

She stepped out to some premier or something in a really hot yellow plunge dress and had some pretty impressive cleavage going. So automatically everyone started screaming that she had a boob job, to which she replied, "Thanks for the compliment but these are all mine, I keep trying to stress to people that you dont have to be 'fake' to be beautiful". Yup. I love that response. It is spot on. You do not have to be 'fake' to be beautiful. Natural can be breath taking and amazing. Some of these 'fake' women out there look fake. They look fucked up. 

Well got to go jump in the shower and get ready for my day. Leave me a comment with what I should write about when I get home tonight. =)